PMSING AND FED UP!

So I have been keeping my feelings inside and lately they need to come out, I usually hate when people talk like this but since nobody sees this, it's okay lol

      

        Let's see for all the people that have doubted me and chase and how I would do in Texas, keeping wishing. Even if you may have not said it out loud, believe me we aren't stupid. As for the so called friends I "had" when I was home, well you can keep your sad friendship, it means nothing to me. I have no desire to come back other then my family, and the business. Really if it wasn't for the business, I would visit occasionally but I wouldn't live there again. It's funny you can bash me and my life but really you were wishing it was yours, sorry but you won't ever be that lucky. I have accomplished so much, it's hard to see the end in site. So please keep doubting me or better yet my marriage because that is one bet you will never win! In the words of my husband "have a good day."

Busy Busy Busy

I am now currently in school and now am thinking why I was so desperately wanting to be in such a place.  Ok ok ok it's not that bad, but it is a lot. I have never read so much in my life. I know they say it is in your "best" interest but that is like saying you shouldn't pee in the pool. Yes that was a bad comparison but that is the only thing I could come up with at 11:27 at night. I am learning a lot and am really looking forward to applying what I learned to the business. It's funny when I was home and knew a good majority of people that went to Essex, I did nothing but go to school and come home. Since I am in Texas I am going to school and joined a national club called SIFE which stands for Student in Free Enterprise. I have been going to the meetings the past two weeks and I wasn't sure if I liked it but I got a little push when my teacher said he would give 100 points to your final grade. I volunteered to help at the help center lol ironic I know but it is for a good cause. The help center is where people go and get help with their bills for the month if they get in a tight spot. Where we come in is we teach them how to manage their money, and budget so they won't have to come back every month. I am going to be going to school on Tuesday's and Thursday's and helping out on Wednesday's. The downside is that I am not feeling so confident in accounting, it just takes awhile for it to click, but I am going to work hard and possibly pass. As a release since I have been studying so much we went to the movies tonight. I really wanted to see Easy A. It was very good beside the annoying people next to me but I am not going to rant, I have done enough of that tonight. Although the night started out kind of shakey it ended nicely with my husband and I spending a fun filled night together singing and acting like we were 12. Sometimes it is nice to just let loose and be care free. That is my new leave that I am starting. :)